How many times have I written about the same love? Not Enough

I had a dream about you.

But you weren't you. And I wasn't myself.

We were completely different people. But that bond. That energy.

The things that feel like a magnet attaching myself to you, still existed.

I don't believe in having a past life or a next life on this world but the thought & idea pops in my head now & then. And whenever it does, I wish to find you once again like I did.

And like a TV that dream & idea change to another, to whereever the next life takes me. Takes us.

And in it I pray that again, I am able to find you. What would it be without you. That bottomless pit of Love stored only for you. 

I should enjoy the time with you here & I will but being aware of our mortality only makes me appreciate our time together even more.

How many times have I fallen in love with you before? With your soul & your energy. 

I don't know. 

I've fallen in love with you multiple times in this life & plane of existence already.

And each time I am thankful. 

My soul lifts higher than it did on its own. Air tastes different, the thought of you relays in my mind like my favorite tv show. 

How blessed I am to be with you, life and the after life I do not know where it shall take us, but Lord willing the silver lining between our souls never gets severed and I follow the string back to you.